#22 Something that really bugs you.

I suppose I'm a whiney bitch....because there are certainly more than ONE thing that bother me.


But if I HAD to pick one, I'd say waiting bothers me. A lot.

I am the least patient person I know.

Don't get me wrong, on the surface I seem like I can wait for anything for decades, but inside, waiting for the toaster to warm up my english muffin makes me homicidal.

I'm that kid that started walking home if my parents weren't there to pick me up from school within 2 minutes of the bell ringing.

Instant gratification. I wants it.

#23 Physical appearance

I've admitted to this before, I would like bigger boobs...but for whatever reason, the genetic makeup decided I needed to be the smallest chested female in my entire family. 

I don't dislike them enough to get implants nor do I need them for my work, so I made peace with it a little while back lol 

Itty bitties it is for me. I personally think slightly bigger would be more proportionate to my body, but honestly I don't care anymore.

Other than that, I'm pretty happy with my appearance. Imperfections and all. 

#24 Crush

In no particular order (and not necessarily on their own):

Cam Gigandet
Olivia Wilde
Scarlet Johanssen
Johnny Depp
Kristen Stewart
Justin Timberlake
Mila Kunis
Natalie Portman
Heath Ledger :(
Bradley Cooper
David Duchovny
Dane Cook
Tyler Durden
That chick from Shameless 
Mark Wahlberg  
P!nk


I realize it's a long list, but I get bored easily ;) I'd put them all on rotation. 

#25 Trait in others

A trait you deplore in others.

I don't know if I'd use the word "deplore" in reference to traits I may dislike in others....but anyway, laziness is a trait I absolutely cannot tolerate in others and myself for that matter.

I'm not saying I'm never lazy. I have days, even weeks, where I simply don't give a crap enough to do anything all damn day long.

I'm talking about day-to-day laziness and people who have made a life decision to just put in a minimum amount of effort into their lives.

Life is far too short to sit and wait for something to happen, you have to shove yourself into doing things. I find myself slacking and feeling like doing nothing some nights, but I still force myself to get out because today, like any other day, I will never get to do over again.

That's my story...I'm stickin to it.


...oh....and arrogance. no explanation needed there.

#26 10 Years Ago

A photo taken 10 years ago.

 I have to admit, physically, not much has changed aside from me no longer being a blonde. 

#27 Things that moved

First book/movie/song that moved you.

The first book that made a real impact on me was "Kaffir Boy". It's been my favorite book since I read it my freshman year in high school. It's a biography of Mark Mathabane's life in South Africa and the battles and struggles of living among the apartheid regime. I remember connecting with this book on such a deep level. It's also so well written that every time I read a chapter I felt like I was in the middle of the raids and all the abuse. I recommend that everyone reads it at some point in their lives. It's a real eye opener.

I know I'm going to get shit for the movie that moved me but I'm not much of a softie when it comes to movies. I very rarely cry. Actually, I've probably cried during 3 movies. The first one was Titanic. Go ahead, laugh. I was a teenager and very hormonal...so it moved me. The Notebook was also too damn romantic and cute NOT to cry. The latest one I saw that touched on such a deep level was The Stoning of Soraya M. So much that it just made me angry at the amount of ignorance and hate in this world.

As far as music, Tupac's Greatest Hits album is an absolute tear jerker. But if I had to pick one song I'd say Seether's version of Careless Whisper makes me emotional every single time.

#28 Turn offs

What turns you off?

Oh dear. This could be a really long blog. For fear of it becoming too long, I'll just name a few:

Bad hygiene. This includes looking like the last time you took a shower was on a major holiday.

Bad breath. There is absolutely nothing you can do to trump bad breath. There's no excuse for it. Brush your teeth and if that doesn't work, go see a dentist and a gastrologist, cos something is WRONG.

Arrogance. Nobody is god's gift to mankind. That includes you. Get over yourself :)

Selfishness.

Bad teeth. Woah, ya....sorry no.

Guys with hair longer than mine.

Bad kissers. Oh it's such a shame when you're really into someone and they feel like kissing is a code name for a tonsil inspection. Or worse, someone who doesn't open their mouth at all. WTF. I'm too old to be teaching people to kiss and you're definitely too old not to know how.

Girls that look like men. Why? I mean I get it, you're into girls...but why look like a man? Doesn't that sort of defeat the purpose? Just sayin. Throw on some lip-gloss, I promise it won't turn you straight.

Immaturity. There's a huge difference between being playful and being plain out immature. The latter will get a glare from me.

People who don't take care of their piercings. Seriously, it's gross.

People who either shower in their colognes or feel like it's completely unnecessary to smell nice. There IS a middle ground, folks. Lets practice it. If you look like a pop-sicle on a hot summer day, but you don't smell nice, I'll definitely be deflated.

I love tattoos, but if you look like you're a practice pad for a prison mate, you're off my radar.

Bimbos. Guys and girls. Holy crap, why must the really pretty ones be so effin stupid sometimes?? It truly makes all the prettiness so useless.

I'll stop there lol