Missing...

Every once in a (recently often) while i get incredibly sad remembering three really important people that got ripped out of my life the same year within a six-month period.

Watching Pearl Harbor for the first time tonight (I know I know, how could have I not seen it til now??) yanked me back into such sadness and complete and utter breakdown of all strength. I broke down into uncontrollable tears.  It reminded me how it seems like every time I truly care about someone and let my guard down, they seem to vanish from my life....

I try not to dwell on the past and look forward positively into the future...but honestly, I'm terrified with the current guard down.

If I somehow lose this time, it would be pretty hard to bounce back without heavy medication.

I miss you Danny, Jo and Sy.

You will always live long in my heart until we meet in another life.